Love Sick

It has been awhile since I have posted on this blog…one reason is cause I have been super busy and the other reason was I was love sick for a bit. Being love sick threw me off course and I feel like I lost valuable time.

The update is lame and pretty much the same. I have tried to get over the King of Queens, but it has been so difficult for me. Every time I try to get over him, it seems like he does something to pull me back in (such as gets really jealous when another man talks to me). I have let him know that I am interested, however I have gotten no response. I am a firm believer in the fact that when men are interested they let you know. Right?!?! But then I did what I should not have done, I got a male point of view on my situation. That actually made since. I will spare you all of the details. The question is am I willing to wait for a man that may or may not eventually come and get me?

The most important thing that I learned or remembered is not to allow someone to steal my joy. I allowed myself to get caught up in the confusion and frustration of wondering what the King of Queens thinks/ feels about me. What I know for sure is that I rock! I am an amazing and interesting woman and if the King of Queens can’t see that, another man will. The hardest part about love is learning how to go with the flow. We want things to happen when we want them. What you must remember in the game of love is when you love yourself first, last, and always, you will always come out on top!

Rockin Single,
~Shoshi

Same 'Ole

Every time I feel like I am at a dead end with the King of Queens he does something to makes me feel like there is light at the end of the tunnel. I will spare you all the details, cause it the typical confusing stuff that men do. With him it is truly baby steps... but he is totally worth it!

I didn't sell the Reyes painting at the holiday sale I participated in. So, I have to as myself what should I do with it..give it to him or try to unload it another way.

I had quite a few men hit on me last week, but nothing to get excited about. I know that in 2008 I need to spend more time around men. Since my company is for women, I find myself always in the company of women. I gotta get some balance going...

I am launching an online radio show at the end of the this month called "Luscious Living". I want all my guests for February to be related to love, sexuality, singles, love coaches, etc. If there is a topic you want covered drop me a line.

Lusciously single,
Shoshi

I'm Smitten

I ran into Paul today and he said he was trying to hook up with me for the weekend. I had to let the brother know that I had things going on, so calling me on Friday to hook for the weekend was not okay. I still feel like he is up to something and that he may already have a girlfriend.

As for the King of Queens, every time I see him, my heart skips a beat. It is such an amazing feeling. I can't remember the last time I was this smitten with someone. Maybe it's all in my mind, maybe I am hyping this all up. He is just incredibly charming and so makes me laugh, but did I mention his dremay dimples? I simply couldn't get enough of him today (or any day for that matter..)

Only twenty eight more days left in 2007, this so called year of the soul mate. As Florida Evans said on Good Times, "Damn!, Damn! Damn!" Can I assume my soul mate is trapped under something heavy.

Lusciously single,
~Shoshi

The King of Queens

Oh love..

I finally figured out what to call the man who takes my breathe away...The King of Queens. He's a total Queens boy (with the NYC accent, that I LOVE).

Yesterday morning the King and I had a long moment of gazing at each other. It rocks my world when he looks at me the way that he does. I am not sure what is going on in his head. He is a cancer and they are soooo hard to read and they do not open up much ( sigh). Later on in the day someone gave me a birthday card and inside was a photo that she had taken of me and the King. I look tiny next to him since he's a tall guy and I am 5'0" ( and loving it!). I crave my men tall..

The lunch date I was suppose with Paul didn't happen. I saw him and he was acting all coy. He called out to me and EXPECTED me to walk over to him. Not! I so don't have time for bs, he missed his chance. I think what may be up is, he may not be single and he is trying to be sneaky..just the feeling I keep getting when I see him.

A nice guy named Luc gave me his number today. I was taken by surprise. He told me that he wanted to tell me something, but he was to nervous..I may call him, I haven't decided. I have never thought of him in a romantic way...though he smelled fabulous today which totally turned me on. Nothing like a man that smells delicious. Not to mention that he speaks French. Meow!

Lusciously single,

~Shoshi